The indecisive One
Friday, May 28, 2004
Oh.. kay..
I just got a little agro on this keyboard..
I hate it when I get the screen that says I didn't type the password correctly. >.<
Anyways.. This is neat. It's the story behind the songs from the 60's 'til today (or so it says). :o) It still needs work, but hey! It's there!
Work is.. work. You know..
Except for the fact that I was hauling some boxes, and I totally fell over some flattened boxes and my forearm gracefully broke my fall on the corner of a door jam.
Needless to say, I have a bruise, and it hurts.. I'll live.
I saw Kill Bill Vol. 1 last night. What a fucked up movie.
Hella death and blood. Awesome-ness. :oD Can't wait to see the second one.
Which.. Jason and I will end up renting at some point. Maybe.
Okay.. I'm going to read my comics now.
<3
I just got a little agro on this keyboard..
I hate it when I get the screen that says I didn't type the password correctly. >.<
Anyways.. This is neat. It's the story behind the songs from the 60's 'til today (or so it says). :o) It still needs work, but hey! It's there!
Work is.. work. You know..
Except for the fact that I was hauling some boxes, and I totally fell over some flattened boxes and my forearm gracefully broke my fall on the corner of a door jam.
Needless to say, I have a bruise, and it hurts.. I'll live.
I saw Kill Bill Vol. 1 last night. What a fucked up movie.
Hella death and blood. Awesome-ness. :oD Can't wait to see the second one.
Which.. Jason and I will end up renting at some point. Maybe.
Okay.. I'm going to read my comics now.
<3
Monday, May 24, 2004
Bling Bling!
Friday, May 21, 2004
So.. I got my resume in to Jason's manager.
Jason talked with him yesterday. Jason said that John said since he doesn't like the project I'm on so much, that he's going to help me as much as he can to get out of it. However, he wants to look into getting me into a different section than Jason. Something about company policy, but we both think it'll just make things easier. I don't think there is a strict company policy on it.
I just hope I like the people, you know?
I have one more class in school. It's to take the final. I'm doing it next week, wednesday. I'm pretty sure I'll pass (knock on wood). Then I'll have my Sexual Health Educator certificate. I can't wait. I also can't believe that I accomplished something. :oD I should celebrate it somehow. Later, though..
I learned yesterday evening that because I told my mom that I'd watch the dog, cat and house while she went someplace for the weekend (I can't remember where), that I am not going to be able to go to a machine gun show in Reno, Nevada on June 12th and 13th. With admission you get to shoot an Uzi! I kinda want to do it.. :o/ Oh well..
Ah.. anyways. Besides all that.. Jason and I are going to start looking for an apartment together. It'll be my first place. I'm excited. :oD He's excited too. Yay.
Luv yuhs.. :o)
Jason talked with him yesterday. Jason said that John said since he doesn't like the project I'm on so much, that he's going to help me as much as he can to get out of it. However, he wants to look into getting me into a different section than Jason. Something about company policy, but we both think it'll just make things easier. I don't think there is a strict company policy on it.
I just hope I like the people, you know?
I have one more class in school. It's to take the final. I'm doing it next week, wednesday. I'm pretty sure I'll pass (knock on wood). Then I'll have my Sexual Health Educator certificate. I can't wait. I also can't believe that I accomplished something. :oD I should celebrate it somehow. Later, though..
I learned yesterday evening that because I told my mom that I'd watch the dog, cat and house while she went someplace for the weekend (I can't remember where), that I am not going to be able to go to a machine gun show in Reno, Nevada on June 12th and 13th. With admission you get to shoot an Uzi! I kinda want to do it.. :o/ Oh well..
Ah.. anyways. Besides all that.. Jason and I are going to start looking for an apartment together. It'll be my first place. I'm excited. :oD He's excited too. Yay.
Luv yuhs.. :o)
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
Wow..
Blogger looks different.
Updates on me:
My job is thankless. Middle management sucks donkey balls. They don't appreciate or encourage us. Though I still love Google. Maybe that's because my boyfriend works for them, and all the people I have met through him that work here are great. We're the red-headed stepchild of Google. Damnit man.
I'm thinking of switching in the company. But that takes more information and making more contacts. It's under construction.
So far, I think I'm going to Hawaii. In the last week of July. Though, we're (Jason and I) are giving it some thought. It's a big hassle for us. We'd be moving then going to Hawaii in a matter of three or so weeks. That's a lot of shit. That is also under construction.
Anyways. Break time is almost up. Luvs ya!
Blogger looks different.
Updates on me:
My job is thankless. Middle management sucks donkey balls. They don't appreciate or encourage us. Though I still love Google. Maybe that's because my boyfriend works for them, and all the people I have met through him that work here are great. We're the red-headed stepchild of Google. Damnit man.
I'm thinking of switching in the company. But that takes more information and making more contacts. It's under construction.
So far, I think I'm going to Hawaii. In the last week of July. Though, we're (Jason and I) are giving it some thought. It's a big hassle for us. We'd be moving then going to Hawaii in a matter of three or so weeks. That's a lot of shit. That is also under construction.
Anyways. Break time is almost up. Luvs ya!
Monday, May 03, 2004
Bah.. another two weeks have gone by.
What's up with the time moving so fast? I think it's working..
My days pass so much more quickly now.
As for my mental health? Well. It's going alright. I'm still neurotic, but Jason's weening me off of different stressing behaviors. He says it's good. I'm not so sure. All my weirdness was conforting. I knew what I was doing (being weird and stressed and anti-social) and it was predictable and everything was fine. Now.. well. Now I have to try and deal with stresses a different way. Try not to just go flying off the handle. It's slow. But, I'm doing it. Jason's a big help. Esp. since I'm not seeing my therapist anymore. No time to anymore. :o( I miss her and therapy.
I've been in the lanD too many times lately. I should let my mind rest. But.. after we use the rest of the tickets. :oD
Hmm.. well, I'm on a pretty tight schedule with school atm.. I have a 3 page paper and a journal (8-9 entries? 2 or 3 of which I've done) and a time log on my volunteering experience , due tomorrow (postmarked wednesday the latest).
My manager replied to my email about getting out early (for the remaining volunteer time) tomorrow with, "is it for health or family reasons?"
Well.. it's more my mental health. So if I said "it's for my health" I wouldn't be fully lying.
Jason suggestedt that I call Jessica (my supervisor for volunteering) and asking her to sign off the hours early and let me work them off later.
I called her, she never answers her phone. I asked her to get back to me asap. I hope she calls me before tomorrow. I'll bet she doesn't. But, maybe she'll call me in the morning. That way I can email my manager and say that it's been cleared up, I don't need the time off.
I hope that's how it works. I wish I drove. It would make things infinitly better.
Oh well. I'm slowly learning.. I just need to be more comfortable in the vehicle.
Goddamnit. Not only do I have that paper and whatnot to do tomorrow night, but I have to do a Project SURVIVE presentation tomorrow as well. And I have never done it before! Shitballs. *sigh* It's for my class. I'll be graded. My teacher will be at the presentation (I'll be giving it with a senior Project SURVIVE peer educator too). I'm nervous. I think I'm just more nervous about me getting my stuff turned in on time. >.<
Okay, all this talk has made me too nervous. I need to relax..
Take care <3
What's up with the time moving so fast? I think it's working..
My days pass so much more quickly now.
As for my mental health? Well. It's going alright. I'm still neurotic, but Jason's weening me off of different stressing behaviors. He says it's good. I'm not so sure. All my weirdness was conforting. I knew what I was doing (being weird and stressed and anti-social) and it was predictable and everything was fine. Now.. well. Now I have to try and deal with stresses a different way. Try not to just go flying off the handle. It's slow. But, I'm doing it. Jason's a big help. Esp. since I'm not seeing my therapist anymore. No time to anymore. :o( I miss her and therapy.
I've been in the lanD too many times lately. I should let my mind rest. But.. after we use the rest of the tickets. :oD
Hmm.. well, I'm on a pretty tight schedule with school atm.. I have a 3 page paper and a journal (8-9 entries? 2 or 3 of which I've done) and a time log on my volunteering experience , due tomorrow (postmarked wednesday the latest).
My manager replied to my email about getting out early (for the remaining volunteer time) tomorrow with, "is it for health or family reasons?"
Well.. it's more my mental health. So if I said "it's for my health" I wouldn't be fully lying.
Jason suggestedt that I call Jessica (my supervisor for volunteering) and asking her to sign off the hours early and let me work them off later.
I called her, she never answers her phone. I asked her to get back to me asap. I hope she calls me before tomorrow. I'll bet she doesn't. But, maybe she'll call me in the morning. That way I can email my manager and say that it's been cleared up, I don't need the time off.
I hope that's how it works. I wish I drove. It would make things infinitly better.
Oh well. I'm slowly learning.. I just need to be more comfortable in the vehicle.
Goddamnit. Not only do I have that paper and whatnot to do tomorrow night, but I have to do a Project SURVIVE presentation tomorrow as well. And I have never done it before! Shitballs. *sigh* It's for my class. I'll be graded. My teacher will be at the presentation (I'll be giving it with a senior Project SURVIVE peer educator too). I'm nervous. I think I'm just more nervous about me getting my stuff turned in on time. >.<
Okay, all this talk has made me too nervous. I need to relax..
Take care <3
