The indecisive One
Don't you just love porn sites?
One says:
"Lisa was so skinny growing up,
her mom thought she was anorexic"
"Lisa reassured her mom that she was eating
the cum from many, many dudes."
"This made Lisa's mother really, really happy."
From
here.
Free stuff:
Toothpaste:
Crest
You have to sign up for it. My idea behind it is sign up for the test tube, and hit the "unsubscribe" to the emails they send. :oD
Catalogue:
Pabo
It said something about a free gift with ordering your catalogue, but, I talked to someone on the phone, and they said something about it being a free gift with your first order from the catalogue. Oh well. It's still a free sexx0rs catolgue at your house. Heh. Only deal: You have to be 21. Heh
Fascinating Daily News --- Open her floodgates of passion <<<<< This email leads to some page I couldn't link from here. Something about climax cream. Here's a "quote" from the site: "... ohhhhh my God, does it work."
hahahaha
P.S.
I ate at Wienerschnitzel last night. I thought I said "number 4" which is a burger meal, but, apparently I said "number 7" which turns out to be a two corndog combo.. I ate them anyways, and had some of their chili-cheese fries (which is trying to re-visit me now..). They weren't bad. I was just majorly dissappointed when I got "here's your two corndogs" instead of a burger meal. I don't like hotdogs very much.. But at least it wasn't something weird or messed up..
I realize it's be quite a bit since I've last updated..
Well, school's out for me. I took my last final yesterday (wednesday) morning. Sweet.
I'm doing.. nothing. Well.. for right now, anyways.
I've sent my resume out, and will continue to do so.
Update:
I've sent Zachary a letter, and he's replied. He still lives at the same house, and says that he was thinking about me recently too. So, that's cool.
I went and saw the 3rd LoTR movie yesterday too. It was really cool. I only watched the second one halfway through, but I knew enough to keep the story moving for me.
I still haven't found a place for my birthday, but, at least I know I want a Billard's Hall. I just have to pick on, then inform everyone of what time, and where.
I'm at Jason's right now. It's cold. :o/
Only semi-interesting spam:
Williams Cobb HAPPY HOLIDAYS. GET A BIGGER COCK FOR XM
..wouldn't that be a happy holiday for someone?
well.. I was supposed to go to a Christmas party tonight (Dec 5) but.. Jason has changed his mind. Apparently it's not totally formal, but it's dressy, and he doesn't want to deal with getting clothes ready for it. So. We're just not going to go. That sucks balls.
In other disfunctional news..
I talked on Youthline for a bit over an hour last night after having some sort of a disagreement with Jason over the phone.
Things I've come to realize: I don't like to get attention or support from anyone but usually one source. That source has changed from being a platonic friend to being my boyfriend (who, is a friend as well as a romantic love) over the years. I had best friends (one at a time) when I was younger, then, here comes junior high, and I have a boyfriend that has become my confidant (pronouce that with a french accent. I bet it's spelled different for the word I want, but.. whatever).
So.. Here I am, being almost 21 (yay! in less than a month), and going through life not connecting, or having any sort of good, comfortable, open, sharing relationship with anyone but my boyfriend. This is a problem. For two reasons: 1, it puts a ton of pressure on that one person, and 2, it makes me hold everything in until I can get to that one person, and even then, everything doesn't have time to come out.
I hold all and any of my emotions that should be expressed in, to eventually, hopefully, release them upon Jason. I need outlets.
The guy I talked on on Youthline and I came up with a few things.
Since everyone I've become good friends with has basically moved out of my life, I need to reach way back into my life to my elementary school friend, Zachary. (You know.. come to think of it. I think only.. 1 of the ~5/6 people that I've decided to let have my outpourings has been a female. But I guess that's something to talk about later.) So, I'm going to write Zachary a letter, hopefully he still lives at his old address. Maybe we can become friends again.
Then, me and Trevor (Youthline guy) pointed out that I need something to do. And that requires $$. And I've already come up with a solution to the $$ problem. GET A JOB. Duh.
Next semester, I'm only taking 5 credits (two classes), in favor of working about 32 hours a week. I'll have $$. Which means I'll have the resources to drive (learn to as well), get into a ceramics class (or at least buy some clay, and work it by myself), buy myself stuff.. etc etc. You know all that comes with having $$. Mainly INDEPENDENCE. And that boast self-confidence.
So.. let's recap: get into contact with Zachary, get a job, take up ceramics again.. Oh, and on the side, try to find modivation to become closer friends than just aquantinces with people. Lot on my plate.
I leave soon to catch CalTrain *sigh*
I better go find Zachary's address..
Luv ya!
Whoa, you should totally check
this out. It's a banned pornographic book that dates back to the 17th century. Hella rule. I came upon it looking up the "lewdest talking bear." (From the previous post)
more spam:
felicity.premoweb@pr... Why not Get Ballsy Bear eebc
Says inside: The World's Lewdest Talking Teddy Bear
But the link didn't work..
