Bah.. another two weeks have gone by.
What's up with the time moving so fast? I think it's working..
My days pass so much more quickly now.
As for my mental health? Well. It's going alright. I'm still neurotic, but Jason's weening me off of different stressing behaviors. He says it's good. I'm not so sure. All my weirdness was conforting. I knew what I was doing (being weird and stressed and anti-social) and it was predictable and everything was fine. Now.. well. Now I have to try and deal with stresses a different way. Try not to just go flying off the handle. It's slow. But, I'm doing it. Jason's a big help. Esp. since I'm not seeing my therapist anymore. No time to anymore. :o( I miss her and therapy.
I've been in the lanD too many times lately. I should let my mind rest. But.. after we use the rest of the tickets. :oD

Hmm.. well, I'm on a pretty tight schedule with school atm.. I have a 3 page paper and a journal (8-9 entries? 2 or 3 of which I've done) and a time log on my volunteering experience , due tomorrow (postmarked wednesday the latest).
My manager replied to my email about getting out early (for the remaining volunteer time) tomorrow with, "is it for health or family reasons?"
Well.. it's more my mental health. So if I said "it's for my health" I wouldn't be fully lying.
Jason suggestedt that I call Jessica (my supervisor for volunteering) and asking her to sign off the hours early and let me work them off later.
I called her, she never answers her phone. I asked her to get back to me asap. I hope she calls me before tomorrow. I'll bet she doesn't. But, maybe she'll call me in the morning. That way I can email my manager and say that it's been cleared up, I don't need the time off.
I hope that's how it works. I wish I drove. It would make things infinitly better.
Oh well. I'm slowly learning.. I just need to be more comfortable in the vehicle.

Goddamnit. Not only do I have that paper and whatnot to do tomorrow night, but I have to do a Project SURVIVE presentation tomorrow as well. And I have never done it before! Shitballs. *sigh* It's for my class. I'll be graded. My teacher will be at the presentation (I'll be giving it with a senior Project SURVIVE peer educator too). I'm nervous. I think I'm just more nervous about me getting my stuff turned in on time. >.<

Okay, all this talk has made me too nervous. I need to relax..

Take care <3  ¶ 4:49 PM