In other news..
Stress is still here in my life (when isn't it?)
I have a couple of homeworks due in my computer (UNIX) class tonight. I missed the morning one because Jason and I chose sleep over me going to San Jose with him tonight. (I would rather lose sleep, but he hasn't been sleeping well enough, so, sleep it was).
Today is our last class, minus the final, which is tuesday (night, because, I'll have already started my job!).
I'm slightly avoiding doing my homework, but, I guess after I finish posting this, I won't have anything to keep me from it. Plus.. I have to leave for class in an hour. ;o) All the more to do it asap, you know? That way.. there is no panic. I hate panic.

Speaking of panic. Jason has yet to trap both of his roommates in the same room long enough for a conversation on what they would think about me living there. Either renting out the 4th bedroom (so that Jason and I share the back two) or, temporarily living there until I save up money to get my own place(?).
I want to live there with Jason.. But (yes, there is a 'but') I don't know how I'm going to react to having to "battle" out space for my stuff. Yeah, we'll have two rooms. But I have lots of crap. I think I'm going to have to get a storage space. That way, I have nothing left at my mom's house.. I dunno.. I think it's just new. Because I'll be sharing space with someone. I haven't done that in years. When I used to share a room with my sister. It'll be a bit weird negotiating the space out. Esp. since he's rather against my style (I love terribly tacky things) and I'll feel like I'm invading his space. Which I won't be if I start paying rent! Oh well. It'll get solved.
Yeah.
I dunno. Most is up in the air right now.
I should be doing my homework.

P.S.
A friend of mine said that the piece below sounded suicidal. I'm not suicidal. I'm just.. intense.

<3  ¶ 4:46 PM 0 comments

  I read this online today:

hell-bent on self destruction
I need comfort of a
kiss
hug
stab
blood
release
anything to save me from myself
a want to feel the rush
of love
of blood
of purging
anything to do away
with the insufferable
intolerable pain
of hate
of confusion




(okay. maybe I wrote it. But, I was feeling awful. Don't tell me that it's stupid! Can't you see I'm sensitive?!) ;o)  ¶ 4:37 PM 0 comments

  :o/

I'm bummed out. And tired. And well.. just.. blah.
Only 1 more week until my new job.
I had a meeting with my teacher today, about my peer educator class. We drew up a plan on how I can make up for most of the classes.
*Sigh* kinda stressed. And don't want to do anything.

Maybe I'll just call Jason.

Laters.  ¶ 11:02 PM 0 comments

  I had to share this with you. It made me laugh:

bfettmaul (4:31:33 PM): gimme a ride to cumbies
CookieLslb (4:31:40 PM): cumbies?
CookieLslb (4:31:48 PM): is that like, Gumby's naughty cousin?  ¶ 4:33 PM 0 comments

  Okay.. So, in the same Maxim that the Roadhouse play was written about.. there is an ad for Axe, that men's body deodurant/spray/whatever.
Here another blog decides to bring it up. Im Maxim, there is a two page ad, not just a one page ad like shown there. Apparently this ad is everywhere. They talk about it here as well.

  ¶ 12:11 PM 0 comments

  ARGH! You stupid asshole! >:oP  ¶ 11:55 PM 0 comments

  And this is just as horrifying as anything I've seen. I think Funyuns make an appearance here. Beware.  ¶ 11:01 PM 0 comments

  Interesting sites: http://www.antimult.ru/antimults/antipr/ (it's in Russian)
and I guess this 'movie' is from the same site, but, with english subtitles:
http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view.php?id=151333  ¶ 10:45 PM 0 comments

  And for those of you who like Gollum and LoTR:

Instead of Gollum's Song.. there is Gollum's Rap!
Enjoy! :o)  ¶ 9:33 PM 0 comments

  Ahh.. new news for all j00 ppl out there..
Matt from Google called me!! Asked me if I was still interested. (Of course I was!) And if I was, I would be starting on the 15th of March. In two weeks!! I have two weeks to prepare. Yay!! Too bad I'm still doing school, heh.. YAY! I wish to celebrate this with alcohol. Which means that maybe I should cut down on the alcohol.. Because, well. I broke out and I think it has something to do with the alcohol consumed this weekend. >:o| And I hate that..

Anyways. Yeah. I have a job now! Yes!!

Read Edgar Allen Poe. Do it!!!!!  ¶ 7:04 PM 0 comments