Funny about that last post is that I pretty much feel the same way..
Only now, I have more specific things to say about why I feel that way.
Only.. it's none of anyone's damn business because that's just the way I'm going to be.
No.. really.. I'm still having a lot of trouble coping with being human.. making mistakes.. not knowing all the time.. having to deal with other people being human and having feelings! So much goes with just being alive, how do people do so much with their lives?