Well.. well.. Here I find myself in an interesting time. Just a few months ago, I was practically renouncing relationships.. Then I started "dating" (someone who didn't want to be exclusive, so it worked out) and now.. well.. now it seems I've gone and complicated the matter by finding someone I feel EXTREMELY close to, in a short amount of time, and am all "life partner" feeling about.. and.. yeah. I'm going to visit him in a month and half.. I'm excited and terrified.