Lately, what's been coming out at the end of therapy is that I am isolated; avoiding anyone to try and help me out..
I turn to no one for emotional dependancy, I have no one try to understand my feelings, to try to hold me while I cry, or laugh with me or have sympathy or.. whatever else it is that people do. Basically support.
I have some "KEEP OFF THE LAWN" sign on me or something.. Purposefully.
And I want to do an internet-stalker search for the one person that was supportive of me.. but I don't want to creep her out.
'love is all you need'