I lost what I thought was a good friend yesterday.

Apparently, even though Jason and I supported him emotionally and sometimes financially, when no one else was there for him, he still decided to crap on us.
I cried about it yesterday, on Jason's shoulder. Jason came to the conclusion he wasn't a friend sooner than I did. I give people the benefit of the doubt too often. Jason was just mad.
I don't feel in the mood to tell the story right now. Maybe I'll update later.


All my patience is gone. I think it's because of my period. I mean. I don't want anyone going "she's on the rag.." as an explaination for why I'm feeling and acting like I am. But, I think it's at least helping me not do well.
What timing.. Jason's going to be gone tonight in the City with his work team. They are all going out to dinner tonight, and since he doesn't want to be unsafe, he's going to crash somewhere up there; leaving me home for the evening all by myself.
Suck.
I guess I should be working..  ¶ 10:17 AM