:o(
I keep wanting to email Jason. I've emailed him twice so far today. Like it makes him closer. I wonder if he's going to reply to any of it. Maybe I should email his gmail account too. Hrmmmm.....
I'm clutching my cell phone, waiting for him to call.
He's not going to call until he's all settled in his hotel, before he goes to sleep or something.
He's just busy like that.
At least, that's what I'm thinking. And hopeing. That he's busy.
And I know he is. I'm just paranoid. And in need of things to stress me out.

Something else to stress me: I recently set up online banking for myself. And I can't remember my user ID or password. I sent in some email inquiry about it.. I doubt I'm going to hear anything helpful. Other than "yes, you can make a new account" or "this is your user ID" or whatever.
Damnit man.

I had lunch with Jose, Mike and Simon. We sat a couple tables from the band that was playing really loud. Didn't leave much room for lunchtime conversation. But they all seemed to be doing alright. Jose was asking me if I was going to be alright, how I was holding up, etc, since Jason left this morning.
Is it totally evident that I'm that dependant on Jason's presence in my life? Yeah.. maybe. Heh.
Oh well.
I have to get back to work.
<3  ¶ 2:07 PM