In other news..
Stress is still here in my life (when isn't it?)
I have a couple of homeworks due in my computer (UNIX) class tonight. I missed the morning one because Jason and I chose sleep over me going to San Jose with him tonight. (I would rather lose sleep, but he hasn't been sleeping well enough, so, sleep it was).
Today is our last class, minus the final, which is tuesday (night, because, I'll have already started my job!).
I'm slightly avoiding doing my homework, but, I guess after I finish posting this, I won't have anything to keep me from it. Plus.. I have to leave for class in an hour. ;o) All the more to do it asap, you know? That way.. there is no panic. I hate panic.
Speaking of panic. Jason has yet to trap both of his roommates in the same room long enough for a conversation on what they would think about me living there. Either renting out the 4th bedroom (so that Jason and I share the back two) or, temporarily living there until I save up money to get my own place(?).
I want to live there with Jason.. But (yes, there is a 'but') I don't know how I'm going to react to having to "battle" out space for my stuff. Yeah, we'll have two rooms. But I have lots of crap. I think I'm going to have to get a storage space. That way, I have nothing left at my mom's house.. I dunno.. I think it's just new. Because I'll be sharing space with someone. I haven't done that in years. When I used to share a room with my sister. It'll be a bit weird negotiating the space out. Esp. since he's rather against my style (I love terribly tacky things) and I'll feel like I'm invading his space. Which I won't be if I start paying rent! Oh well. It'll get solved.
Yeah.
I dunno. Most is up in the air right now.
I should be doing my homework.
P.S.
A friend of mine said that the piece below sounded suicidal. I'm not suicidal. I'm just.. intense.
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