I read this online today:
hell-bent on self destruction
I need comfort of a
kiss
hug
stab
blood
release
anything to save me from myself
a want to feel the rush
of love
of blood
of purging
anything to do away
with the insufferable
intolerable pain
of hate
of confusion
(okay. maybe I wrote it. But, I was feeling awful. Don't tell me that it's stupid! Can't you see I'm sensitive?!) ;o)