I've been having a hard couple of days.
Does everyone struggle with modivation?

Things would be awesome if I had a job. I look for one on craigslist, I even send a couple emails out.. Not resumes, 'cause they are here at home, on my windows harddrive. I have time when I get home (like now), and yet, I don't send my resume out.

I am crap.
and lazy..
and just messed up mentally.

I'm having a bad day, as you can see.

P.S.
In order for me to get my motorcycle license, I have to take a motorcycle down to the DMV, and let one of the people watch me ride along the street. They need to know I know how to drive on the streets. Yes.. the CC Rider certificate I got waves the DMV motorcycle skills test, but they don't have a street driving test for motorcycles. So, the only way they know you can drive on the streets, is if you've taken the driving test. And I haven't.
Given the status of the motorcycle that I'm supposed to buy (which would require me to have a job, etc etc), Jason figured that it would be easier for me to get my driving permit, learn how to drive, and get my motorcycle (M1) along with my class C license.
Jason' going to teach me how to drive with his truck. Which is currently being worked on.

I'll write more soon.. maybe.  ¶ 11:14 PM